For His Majesty

2009-05-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

whee my house building was on fire just now..not my unit but one of the units in the building in my balestier house..the fire was quite big..it was gushing out of the windows...luckily the fire was like three floors below my unit..so it didnt really reach my house..the outside of the building is like one big patch of black..even the windows burned and dropped down..apparently they still dunno what was the cause of the fire..but no one was at home in that unit..so lucky no one was injured=) there was ashes all over the floors of every level..and we had to all share one lift to get back up after everyone was evacuated..i think my grandmother very steady..she stays three floors above me..i heard when the fire started she just when down and went to the market like nothing happen liddat..lol..i'm just glad the firemen managed to put out the fire and everything's back to normal...cant imagine if like all my things were burned up..maybe it would have been not too bad..can just say all my uniform burned up..cant go to camp..lol haha kidding..k ciaoz

2009-05-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

i was watching this video about susan boyle from britain got talent..and i think she rocks! like she's totally amazing..stunned the world..she's living proof of how we sometimes tend to judge things or ppl so wrongly..50 million views in just 20+ days!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

2009-04-22T01:52:00.002+08:00

i wanna go the christian pub!! i really wanna go..i wan go see..who wan go with me?? it's at the singapore flyer..heard it's called earth somthing..or something rock..lol forgot..i think it's rather wierd that christians gather there to drink though..so ironic..but i still wanna go see...lol sianz..why i work afternoon shift this week...-.-

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2009-04-04T14:23:00.004+08:00

just came back from korat,thailand detachment! =)) finally..went there for one month..it was really fun there..apart from the work...cos everyday is like 11 hours in the sun..but actually that's ok..the thing was that the afternoon temperature is 36-40 degrees..so it's like u start ur inspection 5 mins already start perspiring like pigs..then most of the time we're like squinting our eyes everywhere we go cos it's just too sunny..i'm quite glad it's over..cos work was rather torturous with all the ics having temper problem cos of the heat..everyone's just frustrated easily and likes to shout...which i think is rather poor anger management..haha newaes..it was really fun there..the stuff is rather cheap..like 1plus sing gets u a plate of rice with white chicken, roast chicken and roast pork..there's so much meat that u cant see the rice..there also very easy to hook up girls..bought quite alot of shirts and boxers there..until my luggage almost explode...spent like 1400 sing total in just one month..oh ya and i just read the minutes of the agm of the church. I think the stuff that was discussed was seriously dumb..the questions asked were good..but the answers given were so planned and expected..there's a reason why 'he' wasnt elected by vote previously..u cant just make a position like that consitutional

2009-02-23T17:17:00.002+08:00

i'm really bored so i'll post a riddle for those who still come to my blog to guess=)

A man was found shot dead in his study. He was slumped over his desk and a gun was in his hand. There was a casette recorder on his desk. When the police entered the room and pressed the play button on the tape recorder they heard, "I can't go on. I have nothing to live for." Then there was the sound of a gun shot. How did the detective immediately know that the man had been murdered?

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2009-02-02T20:35:00.004+08:00

recently i've not been eating well..everyday i see food it just turns me off..some of my frens have said i seem to have lost weight..i just feel like dying..i dunno what's happening anymore..dunno what's right..what's wrong..what's morally grey..what's permissible and beneficial..what's permissible yet not harmful..argghhhsadfsd just dun bother me pls...

i cant make up my mind...

2009-01-26T00:26:00.014+08:00

I've recently been thinking alot about rejoining the music ministry..and serve God in an area i'm more familiar with..but many things i've been thinking about have been stopping me. One of them is how i felt in the past while serving in the old music ministry..Week after week this weak willed guy will sin against God again and again, sometimes even on the day he serves on stage. The baffling and amazing thing is, God still uses this guy week after week and the presence of God is still ushered into the congregation. This guy goes home many a times feeling like a hypocrite..like how he's so unworthy to even stand on the stage..yet God still uses him..the feeling really sucks..and i'm really afraid to be back there again.

The next thought that plague my mind is how i always feel i'm not good enough skills wise..cos in the past the worship team was filled with super zai ppl like louis.. jachin.. douglas..clarence(always act noob only haha) and i was like the lousiest there and always was the one making most of the mistakes. But this is in the past..and i noe i should stop looking back to wad was. I will never forget what jerrold once said to me.." A lousy grade violin when placed in the hands of a master, will sound even better than a top grade one in any other person's hands". I still remember it till today becos it really encouraged me and it reminds me that it is nv about our skill or what, but all abt God.

It's really baffling to think about how God loves paradoxes. How He uses the weak to overcome the strong like david and goliath, how He uses ppl with little skill to show the pros how it's really done. Like the story Rev Tony always shares abt the orater who once read out a psalm with such great anunciation that everyone clapped after he read finish. But the old man who read the exact same passage with pauses here and there and poor pronounciation, had the whole crowd tearing at the end. God rewards those who choose to do lesser and just wait upon God in His presence, but not the one who tries to do too much for God. This is in stark contrast with the way the world sees things..The list goes on...like how the humble and less assertive take leadership positions..the foolish things to shame the wise..

haha sidetracked with my random thoughts..i guess after all i'll come back to the music ministry soon=)..dun wanna be like the servant who buried the money he kept for his master..but for now i'll be straightening out some other stuff that's on my mind first..ciao

2009-01-05T00:30:00.003+08:00

was watching saw iv just now and i think it's really gross..gross to the point that it's disgusting...i think this is the only show that can make me look away from the screen several times..jigsaw is just plain psychotic..i feel so bad for the ppl who just keep getting cheated..like how they tot they can sacrifice a small part of their body to save their whole body, but end up just getting cheated and still die the death they were trying to prevent. But really, my hats off to james wan and Leigh Whannell who can actually think of such plots..arghh been really laggy on movies recently..i think it's just this stupid flight line crew job..make my whole life and body clock screwed up..one moment i'm working at 4am..the next it's 4pm. I dunno why recently i just feel so lethargic..like my eyes just feel so heavy all the time..even when i sleep for 15 hrs i still wake up with my eye feeling very strain..like the kind of feeling u get when u taunt (is that how u spell) at someone's hse and just dun sleep the entire night...so i think i'm going to try spam brands essence from today onwards..lol hope it works..

2008-12-18T22:43:00.003+08:00

walao i misplaced my driving licenseeee!!!!!!!! walao walao walao wlawo...i am damn sad now..the worst thing is i still dun understand how it went missing..this is how i realised it was lost...ytd night, jimmy helped me exchanged my vehicle pass to get back my license at the pass office before leaving camp..and i rmb putting it in the side pocket of my car door..there was another pass there at that time which was my tengah pass..then i went on to fetch jimmy home and went straight home after that..when i left my car and went to my house, i realise i only took the tengah pass up and forgot to take the driving license..so i decided to leave it in the car since i was going to use it the next day...the next day came and just before i drove off i realised my license is not at the side pocket! so poor me tried to back track what i did the night before..jimmy told me that he comfirm that he passed it to me the moment he came back into the car..i sort of rmb the motion of putting it at the side pocket too. The only time i opened my side of the door was right outside my house when i reached home ytd..so i searched around the car this morning but it's not there..i've searched the whole house just in case i did bring it back to the house but i still cant find it..my only guess it that it did drop( tho quite impossible becos when two cards slide against each other it cant have enough strength to bring the other card up and out) when i took out the tengah pass, it caused the license to accidentally drop out on the floor..and from night till morning someone picked it up. Hopefully it is a kind soul and will send it back to my balestier house address..other than this, i really cant think of how else i could have lost it..=((

2008-12-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

ytd was a tiring day for me..play mahjong till 9am in the morning at yu zhuo's hse..sorry deborah din go join the rest to pick u from airport cos i meeting my frens le..at first is just meet to eat at lau pat sat..then we suddenly decided to play mahjong..haha anyways after that two very long rounds that lasted bout 8hrs plus..i won 16 plus..which i think is not bad for 10 20 cents=) haha can cover the expenses for ice skating today..today's ice skating was quite fun..tho most of the time i was teaching ppl cos so many didnt noe how to skate..and i managed to teach cherina from scratch till she could skate around freely at a normal pace! i'm so proud of myself haha..actually i think girls are a faster learner at skating..could be due to their size. With lower cg and weight all give them more balance..i was really having a hard time stabilizing matthew..no offense haha but he's really much bigger and taller than me that's why i guess..later going to play mahjong again..hope i win again lol..

2008-11-30T12:09:00.002+08:00

just finished doing my guard duty ytd morning..and i shouldnt be here typing this if army did not screw my body clock up..i am suppose to be in church now..all this changing of morning to night shift and back to morning shift is starting to take its toll on me..i actually tot today would be like ytd no service cos of sentosa outing, since there's chalet today. Argghh...spent most of ytd sleeping cos i was like a zombie..so waste of my life rite..squadron's guard duty is really tiring..cos u dun get to sleep even in the silent hours..we have to wait for ppl who return keys at like 1am..sometimes even 3am..and we have to be awake to hear the gate bell..if not they cant come in ..and the next day ppl come in at 4 plus..and some ppl call the guardpost at the most ridiculous hours..so out of 24hrs i only get to rest like 2 hrs..which is like before i get to sleep i have to wake up liao..but this guard duty was not bad haha cos i lent desmond shen my car to go buy chicken wing and macs..we even rented hancock to watch! but hancock the ending sucks..and i think the show too..cos it's all about this hancock guy who can fly and has imbal strength..after watching heroes, i think this show is like 1/10 of heroes..anyways happy bdae desmond lim! sorry cant join u all for dinner today cos i got a chalet..gtg liao...ciao

wheeee!!

2008-11-03T20:02:00.005+08:00

whee..i got my class 3 driving license last saturday..now i can hope to drive to work soon if my dad gets me a car =)=)..i really dun mind any car..big or small, first second or third hand it doesnt matter..as long as it gets me from one place to another..Sat night i drove my mum's car around balestier area at around 10pm..and i din realise that was the worse time i could pick to drive around balestier for the first time..that was like the time where everyone is just speeding and rushing home..it was really scary cos it was two lane and the right lane was for ppl to drive damn fast..and me keeping to my noob left lane was constantly having ppl driving super close to me behind or they just sharply cut in front of me to overtake..at one junction i almost got into an accident with a crazy motorcycle who sped to beat the red light..at another point i caused a jam of 3 to 4 cars for about 5 secs cos no one gave way for me to change lane and there was a stationary lorry in front of me..ppl were honking like their car honk dun need battery one..it was just rather traumatic sia..now i really understand what it means when ppl say it's really different on the roads outside once u pass ur test..like it starts from lesson number one again..but this time without anyone to help u..i guess i really must brush up my skills..cos balestier is my home and i have no choice but to go by there everytime. I really hope i can get a car..i'll definitely fetch anyone walking the 20 min walk in to camp everyday. I wont be like some people..anyways gtg..ciaoz..

2008-11-02T16:17:00.002+08:00

Viola! my newly made blog..haha it's totally koped from blogskins..and i'm too lazy to go do all the editing for now..today went out lunch with my church frens after church..and i was just thinking about how sometimes among my non- christian frens i choose not to join in in some convos because the topics do not glorify God or is rather "unedifying"..i cant imagine that just when i tot i could find some refuge and meaningful sharings among my christian frens, i actually found myself being able to draw a parallel between them and the rest of my frens..standards are dropping..dropping way below what it used to be. People are listening to secular music like it's the norm..engaging in senseless talk..maybe we should relook at what eph 4:29 and 5:4 has to say..are we just gonna be another samson who compromised his standards and was caught in the values and ways of this world? I cannot help but believe the departure of the leaders have a part to play in this. We are like sheep that once were found but now are lost. But i'm still believing our God is mighty to save...